Friday, July 19, 2013

Ramadan Is BACKKKK !!


Yaaaaayyy !! As all of us are aware it's RAMADAN :)) *blow up the fireworks*  So this year its a bit different as im experiencing it in a slightly different environment. All these years i've spent it at my high school but now . . .  imma big girl oredy. Spending it at INTEC with new friends and some old friends :)) Being in college is kinda cool because i can go home like almost every weekend. So this year i get the chance to break fast with my family even more compared to the last 5 years. 

So speaking of college, you have no idea how INSECURE i feel. I mean everybody there speaks english like so so so fluently and i really held back because i felt so insecure about it. Not because they're good, it's because of ME. I'm not THAT GOOD. so i stutter and mumble a lot. Yes i can speak a little but to some of them (i can guarantee if you were in my place, you'll understand) most of them are so good that they did'nt even sound Malaysian. My jaw literally drops whenever i hear them speak. Hogoshhhh ~ And also i fell asleep during one of my diagnostic test for IELTS and BAMMMM got the lowest in class for that!! Douche ive never ever get the lowest for reading. Like ever !!  So it seems like i have to improve my speaking skills. And not to forget read MORE :"(( I dont wanna get that kind of marks ever again. I wanna be a serious competitor to my classmates.



Sunday, July 7, 2013


ALOHAAAA ~ Hey there. I know what you all gonna say "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" "WHY HAVENT YOU UPDATE THIS BLOG?" bla bla blaaa ~~ well, all of you are aware that i am so so so LAZYYYY with doing things that i don't want to do at a certain time, so there you go. There's my answer. HAHAHA~ naaaah just kidding. I was busy with COLLEGE and stuff so i haven't got the proper time to actually sit and type :P

Back to the topic, as you can see on the tittle above *pointing my fingers to the title* I have several things that i listed to be on my BUCKET LIST and also my WISH LIST. Since most of these things that i listed need MONEY  $$$   i guess it will take forever for me too make it happen. 

Let me just give you what i listed :

 1) Meet Justin Bieber before i die
 2) Be to his concert. Any concert even though only once
 3) Meet & Greet
 4) Go to UK to meet Jack, Finn, Caspar, Zoe, Marcus, Alfie and all of my favourite Youtuber
 5) Go to Old Trafford and watch Man Utd play
 6) Have my dream wedding
 7) Has a boy as my first child and twins (okayyy i know it isnt time yet but i sure want this to happen)

1) iPhone
2) Beats
3) Merchandises
4) The Key perfume
6) More sneakers and creepers and boots !!

Well here are some of my BUCKET LIST and my WISH LIST !!

As you can see on my WISH LIST, i highlighted number 5. So today, i wanna tell you all about it ! I started to know this penny board since last 2 years i think, since i know JACK and FINN. And ive been dying to have them ever since !! But the problem is, IT IS DAMN PRICEYYYY !! IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE. JUST LIKE M&G TIX, PERFUMES AND OTHER STUFF. I CANT AFFORD IT :'(((((and it hurts knowing that i cant have what i want.

Yes i may not know how to ride this but who care. I wanna learn a new skill and this is one way to do so! Im saying YES to things and want to try something new :) 


This penny board comes in 2 types; the Classic 22" penny board and also the Nickle 27" penny board. Each board has different coloured decks and wheels. Which makes it so so so cool !!

PASTEL LOVERS ??? Well, here's something for you :) Aren't these gorgeous ????? This is like a show stopper !!!!!!!!! Aaaahh cant get my eyes of these :))

They have patterned ones too :)

OH BOYYYY !! I REALLY REALLY WANT ONE OF THESE !! This penny board is originated from Australia which makes the price of one CLASSIC penny board RM 440-510 and NICKEL RM 480-550 here in Malaysia !! And even more expensive for the patterened, marble, and pastel penny board !! 

Seems like i have to starve myself in order to save money to buy this !!!!! But at the same time, im saving for M&G . So can you see my dilemma here right now ?? Goshhhh ~~