Sunday, October 13, 2013


Assalamualaikum and a very very very pleasant month. I know i've been a way for a really really long time and this blog is filled with cobwebs, spiders and heaps of dust. Since i've been busy lately with college, assignements and such, i dont really have time to update my blog. But who cares, no one reads this anywayyyy~

So, since i have the mood to talk about things, i though of updating on whats happening in my life. Basically, my final exams is just around the corner - about less than 2 weeks- yeahhhh and i havent really prepared. Since my midterm exam result is like the worst ever , i dont want to get the same result again. Buuuuut unfortunately, being a lazy and stupid kind of person, doing such thing takes a lot of effort. Urgh, i know that i shouldnt be like this, i know that i am the only person who could take action of my own intention but for me ding all of that is just frustrating and a lot harder than it seems. With all the assignments, tutorial that i have to submit, i literally have time just to finish all of that but not to revise or study.

While everybody else is practically pouring their hearts and thoughts out, studying passionately (i think) i am stuck im my own boring and dull life, trying to figure out what am i supposed to do. Everyone else seems so organised and planned everything out. Not to mention, they work so so hard and the all are just brilliant and intelligent like hell man ! Hmmmm ! so we'll just see how it goes.

For my love life, who am i kidding I DONT HAVE A LOVE LIFE TO TALK ABOUT...
Unless if its my love for my husband, Justin of course, who else. Then i could go on and on and on *Celine Dion's voice* My baby has release quite a number of new songs

Slave To The Rhythm (featuring THE MJ and when it comes to MJ you know its perfect. The king of pop ft the Prince of pop, now thats what you're talking about)


Twerk (feat Miley Cyrus aka Queen. Love this song especially his part when he says "Twerk it Twerk it" Omggoshhhhhh sexaayyyy)

Lolly MV ( Now this Mv i literally fangirled like crazy for a week atleast and kept on replaying this MV like there's no tomorrow. I still watch that video okayyyy. He is so adorable, hot and cute all at once. And the way he dance is just. I cant)

Heartbreaker (now this song is newly released and hit #1 on iTunes over 60 countries including Malaysia. And the fact that the local radio *shout out to FLY.FM* plays this song. omgoshh this song is ore personal than ever as he lets us in :) so basically, this song is technically for selena but who cares, this song is a masterpiece.Everybody likes it, even the non-beliebers. What else can i say?)

All That Matters (this song aint release yet, but i heard that its an r&b song and its about me *ehem beliebers but i still wanna pretend that its about me* *flips hair* CANT WAIT!! And since its for #MusicMondays, i have to wait for tomorrow afternoon for it to be release as by then it wold be Sunday Midnight in the US)

So there's a lot to come as the #MusicMondays will be going on for 10 weeks. the perfect way to end the year i have to say. And there will be #FilmFridays for sneak peeks and previews as well as trailers for #Believe3D WHICH WILL BE OUT ON CHRISTMAS :) That means for Malaysia aka Narnia it will be released maybe early next year.

So yeahhhh, thats it for now :) Be sure to check out my twitter, instagram, facebook at all the other craps i got *bajet famous je aku ni* Laterrrr peeps :)


Friday, July 19, 2013

Ramadan Is BACKKKK !!


Yaaaaayyy !! As all of us are aware it's RAMADAN :)) *blow up the fireworks*  So this year its a bit different as im experiencing it in a slightly different environment. All these years i've spent it at my high school but now . . .  imma big girl oredy. Spending it at INTEC with new friends and some old friends :)) Being in college is kinda cool because i can go home like almost every weekend. So this year i get the chance to break fast with my family even more compared to the last 5 years. 

So speaking of college, you have no idea how INSECURE i feel. I mean everybody there speaks english like so so so fluently and i really held back because i felt so insecure about it. Not because they're good, it's because of ME. I'm not THAT GOOD. so i stutter and mumble a lot. Yes i can speak a little but to some of them (i can guarantee if you were in my place, you'll understand) most of them are so good that they did'nt even sound Malaysian. My jaw literally drops whenever i hear them speak. Hogoshhhh ~ And also i fell asleep during one of my diagnostic test for IELTS and BAMMMM got the lowest in class for that!! Douche ive never ever get the lowest for reading. Like ever !!  So it seems like i have to improve my speaking skills. And not to forget read MORE :"(( I dont wanna get that kind of marks ever again. I wanna be a serious competitor to my classmates.



Sunday, July 7, 2013


ALOHAAAA ~ Hey there. I know what you all gonna say "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" "WHY HAVENT YOU UPDATE THIS BLOG?" bla bla blaaa ~~ well, all of you are aware that i am so so so LAZYYYY with doing things that i don't want to do at a certain time, so there you go. There's my answer. HAHAHA~ naaaah just kidding. I was busy with COLLEGE and stuff so i haven't got the proper time to actually sit and type :P

Back to the topic, as you can see on the tittle above *pointing my fingers to the title* I have several things that i listed to be on my BUCKET LIST and also my WISH LIST. Since most of these things that i listed need MONEY  $$$   i guess it will take forever for me too make it happen. 

Let me just give you what i listed :

 1) Meet Justin Bieber before i die
 2) Be to his concert. Any concert even though only once
 3) Meet & Greet
 4) Go to UK to meet Jack, Finn, Caspar, Zoe, Marcus, Alfie and all of my favourite Youtuber
 5) Go to Old Trafford and watch Man Utd play
 6) Have my dream wedding
 7) Has a boy as my first child and twins (okayyy i know it isnt time yet but i sure want this to happen)

1) iPhone
2) Beats
3) Merchandises
4) The Key perfume
6) More sneakers and creepers and boots !!

Well here are some of my BUCKET LIST and my WISH LIST !!

As you can see on my WISH LIST, i highlighted number 5. So today, i wanna tell you all about it ! I started to know this penny board since last 2 years i think, since i know JACK and FINN. And ive been dying to have them ever since !! But the problem is, IT IS DAMN PRICEYYYY !! IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE. JUST LIKE M&G TIX, PERFUMES AND OTHER STUFF. I CANT AFFORD IT :'(((((and it hurts knowing that i cant have what i want.

Yes i may not know how to ride this but who care. I wanna learn a new skill and this is one way to do so! Im saying YES to things and want to try something new :) 


This penny board comes in 2 types; the Classic 22" penny board and also the Nickle 27" penny board. Each board has different coloured decks and wheels. Which makes it so so so cool !!

PASTEL LOVERS ??? Well, here's something for you :) Aren't these gorgeous ????? This is like a show stopper !!!!!!!!! Aaaahh cant get my eyes of these :))

They have patterned ones too :)

OH BOYYYY !! I REALLY REALLY WANT ONE OF THESE !! This penny board is originated from Australia which makes the price of one CLASSIC penny board RM 440-510 and NICKEL RM 480-550 here in Malaysia !! And even more expensive for the patterened, marble, and pastel penny board !! 

Seems like i have to starve myself in order to save money to buy this !!!!! But at the same time, im saving for M&G . So can you see my dilemma here right now ?? Goshhhh ~~ 


Friday, May 31, 2013

Vacayyy @ Tioman Island

Assalamualaikum and hellooooo everybody !! Since i havent update my blog for so long, i decided to do it before it vanishes into thin air !!!
So as you can see on this blog title, my family and i went to TIOMAN ISLAND for 4 days and 3 nights ~ it was so much fun. Despite the long driving and ferry delays, everything else was awesome !! 

On the first day, we arrived late in the evening so went to the beach :) I watched the sunset and took some snaps :) Danish and Afrina went swimming at the beach

The next day i had my first snorkeling experience ever. Well to be honest, i wasnt planning to do it because of some issues (one particular issue to be specific) but i decided to go anyway. Eventhough my clothing were unsuitable but who the heck cares. I think im the first person ever to snorkel with JEANS and SHAWL (siap ade pin bunga2 lagi~ ) But it was one great experience. We fed the fishes and oh myyy it was amazing !! It was so much fun to see the fishes swarming to eat the bread :) And while i was snorkeling i brought along the bread and fed the fishes and it felt like im living in the ocean together with the fishes :) it was so so pretty. There are so many species of fish and it was beautiful !! There's this species of fish that is so colourful !!

The next day we went to another beach in KG JUARA, a waterfall and went snorkeling again at another place called the "Taman Laut Pulau Tioman". Just so you know, The beach at KG JUARA is the most prettiest beach in Tioman Island.

On the last day, we bought some CHOCOLATES from a DUTY-FREE shop and some souvenirs. I got myself a cool T-SHIRT !! The journey back home was tiring but i dont mind at all :) One of my best vacay ever :))



Tuesday, May 21, 2013


Since i've been so bored to death lately , probably because i've been sitting at home all day without doing anything else besides online, tumblring, tweeting and watching movies . . . and also eat, eat, and eat. So you've guessed it. I gained weight!! Like BIG TIME. Since my dad doesnt let me work, i decided to do something a bit more practical and not wasting so much time (other than increase my driving skills by sending my siblings and my family)

I decided to learn some dance moves and new songs on the piano. So basically, i've learned NOTHING LIKE US, WHEN I WAS YOUR MAN, A THOUSAND MILES and BABY for now ! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy !!! So next, is going to be STAY and also JUST GIVE ME A REASON. I love these songs *____*

For dancing, i've learnt the ALL THESE BOYS and THAT POWER. And also a few more moves to finish  our own choreography for KISS YOU which i choreographed it with my sister. Would love to record it but i'm not that good so i guess that i only keep  it for myself. So yeah ! That's it for now. Will be doing more dancing and piano playing in the future (or atleast before i go to university)




Assalamualaikum and Good Day earthlings . . . 

Alhamdulillah, Praise to God. My choices of further studying is getting wider and wider. After getting tons and tons of offers, i can finally say i feel like a famous person who people are pushing each other to get my autograph (May i have your sign ?? *oh my English*) okay merepek. Back to reality. Alhamdulillah im so so thankful to be blessed with such things. So these are the offers that i got.

1) MARA offered Psychology at INTEC and will be flying to Queensland,Australia in 2 years.
2) Min. High Education offered Allied Science Foundation at International Islamic University Malaysia 
3) Nottingham University offered Foundation in Science
4) MSU offered Foundation in Science
5) MMU offered Foundation in Information Technology 
6) Foundation in Science at Segi University 
7) last but not least from MedicMesir 

But to be honest, it all comes down to the top two choices because i get scholarship out of it. And here comes the BIG DILEMMA !!!!!!!!!! i really cant choose between both of the offers. I WANT to study overseas and at the same time the course is . . .  making me nervous. Ye laaaa tak kan nanti belajar jauh2 susah2 bagai tengok2 x de keje kan.

Yes, i wanted to study psychology at first. Really wanted to and i dont know why. Even my parent are against it. So now i get what i wanted *is that a sign?* When i was waiting for the MARA result, i've been exposed to the pharmacy scope and surprisingly i love it. And when ive been offered at UIA i was like yaaaay maybe i can be a pharmacist after all but then comes the MARA thing.

I feel bad about giving up the whole Aussie thing. I don't want to let it go AND AT THE SAME TIME I DONT KNOW WHICH COURSE SHOULD I TAKE. Oh boy this is so so frustrating. I've been doing my Solat Istikharah but i still cant see where im heading. 

I really hope that Allah would show me the best way for m because my whole future and life are in jeopardy if i choose wrongly. And i have to make decision fast because i cant stand when my parents ask me "So, what's your decision??" and stuff like that. So i hope that Allah would help me. Amin~ InshaAllah ~

And i would like to say congratulations to all of my friends. WE DID IT !! No matter where we will be learning, just remember that wherever you learn, it means nothing if YOU DONT work hard. It's you, YOURSELF that would make any difference. Tak kesah a oversea ke, private ke, public ke, matriks ke, form 6 ke. If you work hard enough , you'll achieve what you deserve.



Monday, April 29, 2013

The last day of April

Its the last day of April and there's a few things happened today. Okay i lied there's only one thing happened :)) I PASSED MY JPJ TEST !! WO HOOO ~~ Alhamdulillah Praise To Allah :) Finally i'll be getting my P license in 2 days :)

Just so you know i'm on #TeamAdam and #TeamUsher this season on The Voice but frankly speaking i love Blake and Shakira too so i cant really choose. But i'll just go with the flow :) I'll decide on the Knock-Out round. We just finish with the Battle Rounds so we'll see from there :)

So currently i need to catch up and watch ANTM Cycle 19 :) Ive been a fan of this series for so long i cant even remember. I am a total big fan :)) I just love Tyra Banks so so much :) She's like my inspiration. She is Flawless and just Fearless.


Thursday, April 25, 2013


Currently, i'm obsessed with this song. Sam Tsui's ME WITHOUT YOU. Here's the official lyrics video. Maybe you guys could sing along with it ! Beware, it may be contagious :))  Enjoy



OUR 20TH TITLE !!!!!!!!


On Monday, Man U won their 20th title, their 13th with Fergie after Robin van Persie scored a hat trick against Aston Villa to clinch the title.

Now with another 4 games, they are set to beat the points record

Congrats Manchester United!
Looking forward to next season :)

LOVE MY BOYS :))))) 



The turning point of my life

Assalamualaikum and hey there guys !! I'm so sorry for NOT POSTING this blog for a while i mean, its been ages i know. Just cleaned up the cobwebs and dust that i managed to collect here. 

Anyway, since now i'm officially a post-SPM student -as its been a month or so since my result day- i have all the freedom and boredom of doing nothing and stay home. Yes i'm lovin it. Who dosen't like to think about nothing but just to have fun, waking up at 12, watch movies all day long and hangout with bunch of friends? WHO DOESN'T LIKE THAT? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME ..... something i don't know. tell me something i don't know *starts singing* ouhh sorry for that :P

Yeah its been a month of more since i graduated from PLKN so yeah means im here rearing fats. I actually lost weight and people said i look slimmer *hahahahahahahahaha* *not bragging* but yaaaay !! (lain kali kalau nak kurus masuk PLKN) promo jap. Now come to think of it. If i continue my current lifestyle for who knows how long, im gonna be back to square one though. I'm currently waiting for MARA and UPU offers. So only Allah knows when i'll be start recalling myself as a student back. But this time. College student :p 

Alhamdulillah~ Been offered to many Universities. Basically, every course and uni that i applied i managed to secure a palce. But now considering the price, location and course, i'm still hoping for the best and play by ear of where i'll be going. To be honest, i have a serious matter of making decisions on which course should i take. That's the major problem here. I would love to learn everything (except engineering. I don't know why but its just not me. Even though majority of my friends are taking this course, but i don't know. yes this course will make you dough when you work but its just not right for me. Nothing captivates me of being IR. NUR ATHILAH IZZATI . But that sure sounds awesome right. only because its MY NAME :p) anyway, i applied for almost different paths of courses and not in the same group. Medic , accounting, psychology, optimetry, dentistry even logistics are all on my list. 

So its a problem for me to decide and a problem for my parents to plan. Its hard though being me. It's like you don't know what do you see yourself doing as a career for the rest of your life. I know its a HUGE decision as its the turning point of your life. This is going to determine how your life will be in the future and its going to effect everything. This is literally the hardest decision making ever after choosing your team in The Voice :) 

Mom and dad keep giving me pressure because this is the point in my life where i SHOULD be concerned and know what i want to do already. Yeah i know they're pressured too but that's just my problem. I can't decide. Dad keeps giving his opinion on accounting and others. Just trying to keep my mind off psychology. They're both are skeptical about it but i know why. Soooooooooooo, i'm pretty sure that everything will work out and the answers will lay right before me sooner or later. But i hope it's soon :)

I'm so so proud of all of my peers as well. Everyone is doing so good As we aren't a high schoolers anymore, it's hard to accept reality that we are growing and moving on to the big world now. Not hangiong out that often anymore. By the time we all be meeting again, maybe one of us will get married, have kids and some of us are working and having different lives. It's sad to say that we are going to our separated ways and destined paths of our own but as long as i have them by my side and i know that i'll always be there by their side. yknow, Fariq is going to ITALY this July or August. This is huge !!!! So proud of him. The first one to fly oversea in our class and batch :)) Pray for the very best for you mannn :) 

Everything's gonna be alright. I HOPE :))))



Thursday, March 21, 2013

The tense is finally over~

Alhamdulillah~ Giving my greatest gratitude and I'm thankful for what Allah has given me :) It wasnt expected and i really cant believe myself. That feeling of gratefulness was beyond me yesterday. Syukur alhamdulillah~

Congratulations to all of my friends. You've done your best and you guys deserve it :) Hope that each and everyone of you an maintain and improve your results in university~ Can believe that we're going to universities, not a school girl/boy anymore~

I would like to give my acknowledgement to my MOM and DAD for believing in me, praying for me, give full support and attention to me. Mom, this is a birthday present from me to you :')

To all of my teachers, Cikgu Anisah, Teacher Norbita, Cikgu Aiza, Cikgu Zahari, Cikgu Hasleyza, Ustaz Sofi, Cikgu Raja and Cikgu Nasrin . . . THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH ! I cant thank you enough for what you did. You taught me and my friends your hearts out . Only  Allah can repay you all for everything :') Without them, i certainly wont get that KIND of result.

And to all of my friends, espeacially 511, le awesomest class everrrrr !! thank you so much for all the knowledge that you've shared with me. The times when i asked for solutions and teachings, you guys been a goodsport and always helped me understand things better. I LOVE YOU GUYS :')