Sunday, March 9, 2014

Would You ?

If I could take away the pain and put a smile on your face
Baby I would, baby I would
If I could make a better way, so you could see a better day
Baby I would, baby I would, I would

Paint a doorway to the sky and hand you the keys,
Let you know that you're always welcomed so that you never leave
Buy you all those fancy things that you only see on tv, yeah
Run away, to our hideaway, we be living the american dream
And i, know it's never gonna be that easy
But I know that it won't hurt us to try

If I could take away the pain and put a smile on your face
Baby I would, baby I would
If I could make a better way, so you could see a better day
Baby I would, baby I would, I wouldWo-oh, wo-oh, wo-oh baby I would

To the love forever wide, so that it never runs dry
Anytime you ask me why I'm smiling, say that I'm satisfied
You got your flaws and so do i,
Past lovers that made you cry
And though I wanna make it right
I just cant read your mind

And i, know it's never gonna be that easy
But I know that it won't hurt us to try

If I could take away the pain and put a smile on your face
Baby I would, baby I would
If I could make a better way, so you could see a better day
Baby I would, baby I would, I would

Wo-oh, wo-oh, wo-oh baby I would

Yeah it's not about what I want
It's all about what you need
I know that he hurt you, but that wasnt me
And I know, and I know sometimes it's hard to see
That all we need to be

If I could take away the pain and put a smile on your face
Baby I would, baby I would
If I could make a better way, so you could see a better day
Baby I would, baby I would, I would

Sunday, October 13, 2013


Assalamualaikum and a very very very pleasant month. I know i've been a way for a really really long time and this blog is filled with cobwebs, spiders and heaps of dust. Since i've been busy lately with college, assignements and such, i dont really have time to update my blog. But who cares, no one reads this anywayyyy~

So, since i have the mood to talk about things, i though of updating on whats happening in my life. Basically, my final exams is just around the corner - about less than 2 weeks- yeahhhh and i havent really prepared. Since my midterm exam result is like the worst ever , i dont want to get the same result again. Buuuuut unfortunately, being a lazy and stupid kind of person, doing such thing takes a lot of effort. Urgh, i know that i shouldnt be like this, i know that i am the only person who could take action of my own intention but for me ding all of that is just frustrating and a lot harder than it seems. With all the assignments, tutorial that i have to submit, i literally have time just to finish all of that but not to revise or study.

While everybody else is practically pouring their hearts and thoughts out, studying passionately (i think) i am stuck im my own boring and dull life, trying to figure out what am i supposed to do. Everyone else seems so organised and planned everything out. Not to mention, they work so so hard and the all are just brilliant and intelligent like hell man ! Hmmmm ! so we'll just see how it goes.

For my love life, who am i kidding I DONT HAVE A LOVE LIFE TO TALK ABOUT...
Unless if its my love for my husband, Justin of course, who else. Then i could go on and on and on *Celine Dion's voice* My baby has release quite a number of new songs

Slave To The Rhythm (featuring THE MJ and when it comes to MJ you know its perfect. The king of pop ft the Prince of pop, now thats what you're talking about)


Twerk (feat Miley Cyrus aka Queen. Love this song especially his part when he says "Twerk it Twerk it" Omggoshhhhhh sexaayyyy)

Lolly MV ( Now this Mv i literally fangirled like crazy for a week atleast and kept on replaying this MV like there's no tomorrow. I still watch that video okayyyy. He is so adorable, hot and cute all at once. And the way he dance is just. I cant)

Heartbreaker (now this song is newly released and hit #1 on iTunes over 60 countries including Malaysia. And the fact that the local radio *shout out to FLY.FM* plays this song. omgoshh this song is ore personal than ever as he lets us in :) so basically, this song is technically for selena but who cares, this song is a masterpiece.Everybody likes it, even the non-beliebers. What else can i say?)

All That Matters (this song aint release yet, but i heard that its an r&b song and its about me *ehem beliebers but i still wanna pretend that its about me* *flips hair* CANT WAIT!! And since its for #MusicMondays, i have to wait for tomorrow afternoon for it to be release as by then it wold be Sunday Midnight in the US)

So there's a lot to come as the #MusicMondays will be going on for 10 weeks. the perfect way to end the year i have to say. And there will be #FilmFridays for sneak peeks and previews as well as trailers for #Believe3D WHICH WILL BE OUT ON CHRISTMAS :) That means for Malaysia aka Narnia it will be released maybe early next year.

So yeahhhh, thats it for now :) Be sure to check out my twitter, instagram, facebook at all the other craps i got *bajet famous je aku ni* Laterrrr peeps :)


Friday, July 19, 2013

Ramadan Is BACKKKK !!


Yaaaaayyy !! As all of us are aware it's RAMADAN :)) *blow up the fireworks*  So this year its a bit different as im experiencing it in a slightly different environment. All these years i've spent it at my high school but now . . .  imma big girl oredy. Spending it at INTEC with new friends and some old friends :)) Being in college is kinda cool because i can go home like almost every weekend. So this year i get the chance to break fast with my family even more compared to the last 5 years. 

So speaking of college, you have no idea how INSECURE i feel. I mean everybody there speaks english like so so so fluently and i really held back because i felt so insecure about it. Not because they're good, it's because of ME. I'm not THAT GOOD. so i stutter and mumble a lot. Yes i can speak a little but to some of them (i can guarantee if you were in my place, you'll understand) most of them are so good that they did'nt even sound Malaysian. My jaw literally drops whenever i hear them speak. Hogoshhhh ~ And also i fell asleep during one of my diagnostic test for IELTS and BAMMMM got the lowest in class for that!! Douche ive never ever get the lowest for reading. Like ever !!  So it seems like i have to improve my speaking skills. And not to forget read MORE :"(( I dont wanna get that kind of marks ever again. I wanna be a serious competitor to my classmates.



Sunday, July 7, 2013


ALOHAAAA ~ Hey there. I know what you all gonna say "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" "WHY HAVENT YOU UPDATE THIS BLOG?" bla bla blaaa ~~ well, all of you are aware that i am so so so LAZYYYY with doing things that i don't want to do at a certain time, so there you go. There's my answer. HAHAHA~ naaaah just kidding. I was busy with COLLEGE and stuff so i haven't got the proper time to actually sit and type :P

Back to the topic, as you can see on the tittle above *pointing my fingers to the title* I have several things that i listed to be on my BUCKET LIST and also my WISH LIST. Since most of these things that i listed need MONEY  $$$   i guess it will take forever for me too make it happen. 

Let me just give you what i listed :

 1) Meet Justin Bieber before i die
 2) Be to his concert. Any concert even though only once
 3) Meet & Greet
 4) Go to UK to meet Jack, Finn, Caspar, Zoe, Marcus, Alfie and all of my favourite Youtuber
 5) Go to Old Trafford and watch Man Utd play
 6) Have my dream wedding
 7) Has a boy as my first child and twins (okayyy i know it isnt time yet but i sure want this to happen)

1) iPhone
2) Beats
3) Merchandises
4) The Key perfume
6) More sneakers and creepers and boots !!

Well here are some of my BUCKET LIST and my WISH LIST !!

As you can see on my WISH LIST, i highlighted number 5. So today, i wanna tell you all about it ! I started to know this penny board since last 2 years i think, since i know JACK and FINN. And ive been dying to have them ever since !! But the problem is, IT IS DAMN PRICEYYYY !! IT'S TOO EXPENSIVE. JUST LIKE M&G TIX, PERFUMES AND OTHER STUFF. I CANT AFFORD IT :'(((((and it hurts knowing that i cant have what i want.

Yes i may not know how to ride this but who care. I wanna learn a new skill and this is one way to do so! Im saying YES to things and want to try something new :) 


This penny board comes in 2 types; the Classic 22" penny board and also the Nickle 27" penny board. Each board has different coloured decks and wheels. Which makes it so so so cool !!

PASTEL LOVERS ??? Well, here's something for you :) Aren't these gorgeous ????? This is like a show stopper !!!!!!!!! Aaaahh cant get my eyes of these :))

They have patterned ones too :)

OH BOYYYY !! I REALLY REALLY WANT ONE OF THESE !! This penny board is originated from Australia which makes the price of one CLASSIC penny board RM 440-510 and NICKEL RM 480-550 here in Malaysia !! And even more expensive for the patterened, marble, and pastel penny board !! 

Seems like i have to starve myself in order to save money to buy this !!!!! But at the same time, im saving for M&G . So can you see my dilemma here right now ?? Goshhhh ~~ 


Friday, May 31, 2013

Vacayyy @ Tioman Island

Assalamualaikum and hellooooo everybody !! Since i havent update my blog for so long, i decided to do it before it vanishes into thin air !!!
So as you can see on this blog title, my family and i went to TIOMAN ISLAND for 4 days and 3 nights ~ it was so much fun. Despite the long driving and ferry delays, everything else was awesome !! 

On the first day, we arrived late in the evening so went to the beach :) I watched the sunset and took some snaps :) Danish and Afrina went swimming at the beach

The next day i had my first snorkeling experience ever. Well to be honest, i wasnt planning to do it because of some issues (one particular issue to be specific) but i decided to go anyway. Eventhough my clothing were unsuitable but who the heck cares. I think im the first person ever to snorkel with JEANS and SHAWL (siap ade pin bunga2 lagi~ ) But it was one great experience. We fed the fishes and oh myyy it was amazing !! It was so much fun to see the fishes swarming to eat the bread :) And while i was snorkeling i brought along the bread and fed the fishes and it felt like im living in the ocean together with the fishes :) it was so so pretty. There are so many species of fish and it was beautiful !! There's this species of fish that is so colourful !!

The next day we went to another beach in KG JUARA, a waterfall and went snorkeling again at another place called the "Taman Laut Pulau Tioman". Just so you know, The beach at KG JUARA is the most prettiest beach in Tioman Island.

On the last day, we bought some CHOCOLATES from a DUTY-FREE shop and some souvenirs. I got myself a cool T-SHIRT !! The journey back home was tiring but i dont mind at all :) One of my best vacay ever :))



Tuesday, May 21, 2013


Since i've been so bored to death lately , probably because i've been sitting at home all day without doing anything else besides online, tumblring, tweeting and watching movies . . . and also eat, eat, and eat. So you've guessed it. I gained weight!! Like BIG TIME. Since my dad doesnt let me work, i decided to do something a bit more practical and not wasting so much time (other than increase my driving skills by sending my siblings and my family)

I decided to learn some dance moves and new songs on the piano. So basically, i've learned NOTHING LIKE US, WHEN I WAS YOUR MAN, A THOUSAND MILES and BABY for now ! Yaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy !!! So next, is going to be STAY and also JUST GIVE ME A REASON. I love these songs *____*

For dancing, i've learnt the ALL THESE BOYS and THAT POWER. And also a few more moves to finish  our own choreography for KISS YOU which i choreographed it with my sister. Would love to record it but i'm not that good so i guess that i only keep  it for myself. So yeah ! That's it for now. Will be doing more dancing and piano playing in the future (or atleast before i go to university)




Assalamualaikum and Good Day earthlings . . . 

Alhamdulillah, Praise to God. My choices of further studying is getting wider and wider. After getting tons and tons of offers, i can finally say i feel like a famous person who people are pushing each other to get my autograph (May i have your sign ?? *oh my English*) okay merepek. Back to reality. Alhamdulillah im so so thankful to be blessed with such things. So these are the offers that i got.

1) MARA offered Psychology at INTEC and will be flying to Queensland,Australia in 2 years.
2) Min. High Education offered Allied Science Foundation at International Islamic University Malaysia 
3) Nottingham University offered Foundation in Science
4) MSU offered Foundation in Science
5) MMU offered Foundation in Information Technology 
6) Foundation in Science at Segi University 
7) last but not least from MedicMesir 

But to be honest, it all comes down to the top two choices because i get scholarship out of it. And here comes the BIG DILEMMA !!!!!!!!!! i really cant choose between both of the offers. I WANT to study overseas and at the same time the course is . . .  making me nervous. Ye laaaa tak kan nanti belajar jauh2 susah2 bagai tengok2 x de keje kan.

Yes, i wanted to study psychology at first. Really wanted to and i dont know why. Even my parent are against it. So now i get what i wanted *is that a sign?* When i was waiting for the MARA result, i've been exposed to the pharmacy scope and surprisingly i love it. And when ive been offered at UIA i was like yaaaay maybe i can be a pharmacist after all but then comes the MARA thing.

I feel bad about giving up the whole Aussie thing. I don't want to let it go AND AT THE SAME TIME I DONT KNOW WHICH COURSE SHOULD I TAKE. Oh boy this is so so frustrating. I've been doing my Solat Istikharah but i still cant see where im heading. 

I really hope that Allah would show me the best way for m because my whole future and life are in jeopardy if i choose wrongly. And i have to make decision fast because i cant stand when my parents ask me "So, what's your decision??" and stuff like that. So i hope that Allah would help me. Amin~ InshaAllah ~

And i would like to say congratulations to all of my friends. WE DID IT !! No matter where we will be learning, just remember that wherever you learn, it means nothing if YOU DONT work hard. It's you, YOURSELF that would make any difference. Tak kesah a oversea ke, private ke, public ke, matriks ke, form 6 ke. If you work hard enough , you'll achieve what you deserve.